The Rev. Kathi Johnson
13 August 2017
Text: Matthew 14:22-33
Our Redeemer Lutheran Church, Grand Prairie, Texas
Remains of a "Jesus boat," similar to what the disciples would've used. |
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Last Sunday afternoon, we were in
Seattle, staying with my uncle and aunt. For me and many others, Seattle
usually calls to mind cool air and clear mountain views, but while we were
there, the Pacific Northwest was experiencing record heat and stifling smoke
from wildfires.
We were excited when my uncle and
aunt said we’d been invited by their friends to spend a few hours on their boat
watching the Blue Angels fly overhead. We met up with their friends and hauled
snacks and drinks down to their ski boat, and then, we were off, almost
instantly cooled down by the wind across the water.
As we traveled, the water was a
little choppy, but nothing we hadn’t seen before. A little while later, and we
were in the area where other boats were also gathering. There was a party
atmosphere – people were listening to music and dancing; smaller boats were
weaving around, launching surprise attacks with water balloons – we
reciprocated with our small arsenal. It was fun, and I felt myself relaxing,
ready to enjoy the afternoon.
And then…
It began as a flutter in the very
pit of my stomach. A few minutes later, the full-on effect of sea-sickness hit
me. I moved to another area of the boat, where more air could hit my face. I
stared at the horizon as much as I could, trying to get my bearings, trying
desperately to will my stomach into settling down.
Someone suggested that swimming
would help me feel better, and so I sat toward the back of the boat in my
bathing suit, not yet sure about getting into the water. The boats around us
began to close in. Two of them had competing music blaring from their speakers,
and my nausea was overwhelming. Desperate, I dove off the swim platform,
letting the cool waters wash over me, soothing me and helping me feel a little bit
better.
Once the Blue Angels began their
show, I climbed back up onto the boat, and the nausea returned, full force. As
we oo-ed and ah-ed and covered our ears, I began to pray fervently for relief.
Relief finally came later on, when
we arrived back to shore – in fact, almost immediately after we got back to
their home. Everything settled back down, eventually, once I had my bearings
again. And so, I chuckled this past week when I saw the Gospel reading for
today, remembering this recent experience as I read again about the disciples
being out on their boat, battered by the waves.
They’ve just had the experience of
feeding the five thousand, and then Jesus dismisses the crowds and sends the
disciples away in the boat so he can have some time alone. Presumably, the
disciples assume that Jesus will meet up with them later on.
Their boat ride is less than
idyllic because they are fighting the wind, but they don’t fear the waves –
many of them, after all, are seasoned fishermen. What they fear is the ghost
that seems to be heading toward them, walking on the water. Except – this isn’t
a ghost – it’s Jesus, and he quickly assures them that he is there, with them.
Peter – who’s known for being
impulsive – wants to know for sure if this is really Jesus. Jesus tells him to
step out of the boat and onto the water, and Peter does just that.
So there’s Peter, walking along,
making his way to Jesus, and then…he notices the strong wind, and he gets
scared. Right as he’s sinking down is when he calls out for Jesus to help him:
“Lord, save me!” Peter’s cry is a cry of panic but it is also a cry of faith –
for he knows that Jesus can save him.
And Jesus does save him, and Peter
is safe in the boat again, and the disciples are in awe of what they’ve just
seen. They worship Jesus and acknowledge that he is the Son of God. Once they
land on the other side, they’re back to the work of ministry. Jesus has shown
them once again who he is, and that they are very much in the hands of a loving
God.
This story of Jesus and Peter walking
on the water appears in three of the four gospel books. It’s good for us to
remember that these gospel books were written for communities of Christians who
lived in the First Century. So when I see the same story in more than one
gospel book, I pay special attention to that story.
To the earliest Christians, this
story was fairly important. For them, persecuted as they were for their faith
in Christ – some of them even killed for their faith in Christ – this story was
a reminder that at times, we are in safety and security, and at other times we
are not, but no matter where we find ourselves, Jesus is right there.
So it is on account of our faith in
the presence of God that I can say this: Jesus was most certainly present with
my clergy colleagues and other brothers and sisters in a church as they prayed,
worshiped, and heard God’s word on Friday evening in Charlottesville, Virginia.
Outside, hundreds of white nationalists began to surround that church, so that
those inside were told by police to stay put for their own safety.
As the weekend went on - Jesus was
most certainly present as my colleagues and other brothers and sisters marched
in counter-protest to racism yesterday, singing songs of love in response to
the chants of hatred shouted by the neo-Nazis assembled in Charlottesville. And
Jesus was most certainly present with police, paramedics, and others who
responded after a man plowed his car into a crowd of anti-racist counter-protesters,
killing one and injuring many others.
“Lord, save us…” indeed.
As Christians in the 21st
century, we certainly don’t face all of the same trials that the early Church
faced. However, we face do trials of our own. You can probably start a list in
your own mind – maybe even to a point of feeling overwhelmed. And the trials we
face aren’t only our own, individually, for we share communal burdens with
others, too – as family members and friends, as coworkers and classmates, as
neighbors and citizens and as Christian people.
This story of Jesus saving Peter
out of the waters helps us remember that wherever we find ourselves, we are
very much in the hands of a loving God. It is the hands of God that hold us
when we are feeling adrift. It is the hands of God that steady us when we are
deeply unsettled – so unsettled that we can’t seem to find balance or
equilibrium.
In those moments, we can cry out to
Jesus as Peter did: “Lord, save me!” And there Jesus will be, reaching out to
catch us.
Amen.
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