Sunday, November 16, 2014

Nothing Ventured, Nothing Gained

A windmill near my home.



Lectionary 33, Year A – November 16, 2014
Text: Matthew 25:14-30 (Parable of the Talents)
Our Redeemer Lutheran Church, Grand Prairie, Texas

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Grace and peace are yours, from the One Who was, Who is, and Who is to come, Jesus Christ, our Lord. Amen.

If everything that we believed about God was based solely on a quick read through this one parable, I don’t know how many of us would be Christian at all. This parable is yet another allegory – like so many of the parables are - where the characters in the story symbolize someone else. Typically interpreted, the man handing out the talents is God, and the slaves are the disciples of Jesus (and then us, by extension). With the characters assigned that way, at first glance, this parable makes God out to be a jerk who punishes the wicked and the lazy.
 Yes, the first two slaves handle their master’s money quite well. They double his money, in fact. So, what goes wrong with the third slave, anyway? Is he wicked and lazy? He’s starting with less than the other two, to begin with, and some people might take that as a challenge to do the very best that they can. Instead, this slave decides to live in fear, and he takes the money, he hides it safely away, to return it to his master. Nothing ventured, nothing gained.

Lest we think that one measly talent is just that – measly – I will remind you that one talent was worth fifteen years of pay for a laborer. So, even though the third slave is given less than the other two slaves, what he is given is still quite a lot. It is his fear that keeps him from doing anything at all with this money, and so he is cast into the outer darkness, where there is weeping and gnashing of teeth.

But in applying this story to us as disciples of Jesus, rather than thinking of the outer darkness as being an actual place or space where the slave is cast at the end of the story, I think instead about the hell that we enter when we don’t venture anything at all. When we are trapped by fear – fear that immobilizes us completely – fear that takes away our ability to think creatively and to have fun and to love others – when we are trapped by fear, we are in a hell of our own making.

Imagine with me a different ending to this parable: What if the third slave had not lived in fear? What if that third slave had taken that one talent and had done something wonderful with it – Something creative? Something beautiful? Something meaningful? Something that gained money not only for his master, but for others, too? Often, when we venture, we gain.

I heard a story recently about a young boy who grew up on a farm. On the farm, there was a windmill, and one day, the boy decided to climb the windmill to see what he could see. He got up to the top, about fifty feet up, and then he was too scared to climb back down. The boy’s father wasn’t home, and, in fact, the only other person around the farm that day was the boy’s uncle…who was deathly afraid of heights. The uncle gathered up all of his courage, and then he climbed up the windmill to help his nephew climb down the windmill.

What if the boy’s uncle had been trapped by his fear? He would’ve remained at the bottom of the windmill, not able to help the young boy overcome his own fear to climb down the windmill.[1]

The Parable of the Talents is a parable about not wasting the opportunities that God gives us to face down our fears. How wonderful that it shows up in our lectionary now – at a point in the year when we are winding down 2014 and looking toward 2015, both in terms of our budget and in terms our participation in the life and ministry of our congregation. On the one hand, creating a church budget usually involves facing down fears and allowing God to develop our faith. Then, living out that budget over the next year definitely involves facing down fears and allowing God to develop our faith!

On the other hand, as we each decide how to participate in the life and ministry of our congregation, we often have to face down even more fear and allow God to develop even more faith in us. We may think that we don’t have what it takes to get up and read in public, or to lead worship, or preach, or teach. We may be very afraid to handle a chalice – what if I spill the wine? (Hint: we clean it up!)

But think instead about facing those fears head-on. The very work that you are scared to do may just be the work that God is calling you to do. Nothing ventured, nothing gained.

I remember the summer after I finished sixth grade, my church’s Music Director asked me to play a duet on my flute with a church friend who played the clarinet. I had just started playing flute in sixth grade; my friend – who was two years older - had just been accepted into the High School for the Performing and Visual Arts in Houston for his clarinet playing. I got the music and I practiced – but not too much – and after we began rehearsing all together, I realized how awful this one section really was for me, and compared to my friend, I sounded was even worse! I wanted out.

Now, Wendy, the Music Director, could’ve let me give in to those fears. She could’ve found someone else to play, or just let my friend play his part and improvised the rest. But she taught me instead the lesson of: Nothing ventured, nothing gained. She pulled out the difficult section for me and let me play the parts that I could play. I was terrified, but I did it. The duet was…OK, when all was said and done. (I still remember the look of pride on her face when we finished.) The important part was not that I hit every note perfectly, but that I played the flute in worship in front of about 200 people.

Now, as an adult, whenever I do anything musical in front of others, and people make comments like, “I don’t know how you do it! I’d be so nervous!” I respond, honestly, “I get nervous, too. And sometimes, I feel like it sounds pretty bad. All I can do is offer my best, even if I think that’s not quite good enough.”

All we can do is offer our best in our service to God and to others, in spite of whatever fears we may have. Face your fears, head-on. Climb the windmill. Take what God has given you, and don’t bury it because of fear. Use it, with love and creativity and joy and a thankful heart. And God will most certainly use you to show his love to others.

Amen.

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[1] Thanks to Rolf Jacobson for sharing this story about his own family at our Bishop’s Convocation this past October.

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